Have you tried caffeine? The description sounds like you’re just falling asleep. 🤷🏻♂️
Try fermenting some barley malt with hops, to taste. A few litres every night does the trick!
Saint John’s wort tea helps with serotonin and aleviates depression - be careful not to drink it in sunny weather though for it can cause rushes and blisters. Also don’t combine with serotonin receptor blockators.
My will to live mostly comes from my fear of non-existance. I’ve long since given up on happiness.
Psychedelics. The darkness within is just your inner self that you’ve neglected to the point you don’t recognise it anymore.
And you must make peace with it. Become friends and try to understand it, rather than hide or shun that aspect of yourself.
It seems that vinegar may work.
The solution is wine.
I just want native binaries
Then use ReactOS.
Moving to a kinder alternate reality often helps
Is vanilla passé?
Vanilla is bloody lovely it gets an unfair rap imo
Boiled apple seeds might be a better solution.
Coconut rum and cola seem to work for me.