Sounds like you need some happy pills

Why not use a laptop if you’redoing CPU heavy work? Not really the usecase for a tablet IMO, more for maximum portability over raw power.

Might also be undiagnosed ADD/ADHD, which in general is a lot easier to treat than pure depression.

This used to be me until I got diagnosed with ADD. Medication pretty much solved the issue completely.

Arent they owned by a Chinese company these days?