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  • Here are my personal favorites:

    AI War / AI War 2 - Pablo Vega
    Dragon Quest series - Koichi Sugiyama
    Final Fantasy VII - Nobuo Uematsu
    Final Fantasy XI - Nobuo Uematsu and others
    The Last of Us - Gustavo Santaolalla
    Medal of Honor - Michael Giacchino
    Offworld Trading Company - Christopher Tin
    Stellaris - Andreas Waldetoft (I didn’t notice that this game was just an idle clicker for a long time because the music was so damn good)
    Tidalis - Pablo Vega (especially the piano versions)
    A Valley Without Wind - Pablo Vega


  • If you have ADHD you will often have depression stemming from the experience of your life under ADHD, in the manner described in the post.

    If you have depression as your primary issue, the problem of not getting things done is not usually due to distraction or executive dysfunction in the way that it is for ADHD. It’s more likely due to mental and emotional fatigue and feelings of uselessness/hopelessness, which then manifest as executive dysfunction.

    The two problems are often co-morbid - appearing together. What makes the distinction is which of the two issues is primary. Are you depressed because of your executive dysfunction, or are you exhibiting characteristics of executive dysfunction because you’re depressed?


  • The reply to that comment is much more likely to be true, though. Elon Musk is not playing 26-D chess. He’s not playing 4D chess. He’s not playing chess. He’s not playing checkers, or even Chutes & Ladders. He’s playing Candyland. He’s not thinking more than 1/10th of a move ahead, and more often than not, he’s thinking 2 moves behind.

    His consistency in his behavior with Twitter (in terms of left/right bias) is not down to any kind of planning or forethought, it’s just that he behaves in ways that conform to his worldview whenever the opportunity presents itself. It looks like planning because it’s consistent and because there’s no friction involved in implementing his desires (since he’s the final arbiter of what happens at Twitter, and he has no one around him willing to tell him he’s making bad decisions).

    Elon Musk is an emotionally dysregulated rich man whose college level education did not actually stick. That’s all. There’s nothing more nefarious or supervillainous about it. He’s just a lonely moron with money.


  • One of the essential features of ADHD is the rapid attenuation of the reward system, leading to a biological resistance to the “dopamine rush” that neurotypical people feel. (For me, it manifests most clearly in the fact that I have never in my life felt anything like the “runner’s high” after exercise, although every neurotypical person I’ve spoken to says they feel refreshed, rejuvinated and pleasantly tired afterwards.)

    This stems from the fact that the built-in reward system (the positive emotional response to performing/completing a task) attenuates very quickly in people with ADHD. By that I mean that while the response happens, it very quickly drops back to zero. Much faster than for people without ADHD.

    This, I suspect, is one of the fundamental aspects of ADHD and why it’s characterized by attention deficit and hyperactivity. Hyperactivity happens because in order to maintain the effects of the reward system we have to do and do and go go go over and over and over again. And we have attention deficit because our interest in any given thing drops extremely quickly, since the reward of experiencing it goes away almost immediately.